Life Chaos,Orthodontics,Gate and IAS

Well,I had been contemplating for a long time to start writing my blog but just could not gather the motivation to write it. Initially I had the notion in my mind to make my blog look interesting and post its link on facebook to gather public attention but lately have lost that interest. Now my only intention to write this blog is to keep a track of my life so that I could refer to it later on in my life irrespective of the fact whether the blog turns interesting or attracts the blog visitors.

To start with as always my life is again in chaos as it has ever been ever since the idea of orthodontics to straighten my teeth or rather to improve my already stunning looking face appeared to my mind. I still remember the day when I noticed my teeth protruding a slightly forward in the mirror and got scared whether it would affect my appearance in the coming future. Now to give a slight introduction I would like to mention that I was a stunning looking guy till 18 to an extent that no one could pass me without staring at me. When I used to cross the corridor to head to the water cooler in my school ,I still remember the girls dropping their jaw having seen me and frankly speaking I used to enjoy it to an extent that my looks had become my life and which made me extra cautious about my looks.When I requested to changed my section in 12 standard, my young lady class teacher refused to entertain my request saying that  she doesn't want the most handsome guy of the school to leave her section .Now that was some sheer appreciation. Now its not like that I am not intelligent but I still  remember my friends advising me to escape the hard work required to get into IIT and to go for modeling as I would quickly get  a chance in some top movie given my looks. All these facts used to tickle me inside. A friend who is now a graduate from IT BHU said which I considers as the best comments I have ever gotten regarding my looks .He said " Pankaj you know, If I had got the looks like you I would have conquered the world, would have been the head boy of the school , would have the hottest girl Apporva as my girl friend.I really wish kash main teri jagah hota.God blessed with me the most intelligent trait -intelligence but He blessed with even more important -the looks."Now all these appreciations and experiences with my peers, family, teachers and environment were enough to fill me with a sense of pride  and a gratitude towards Almighty for making my life so beautiful . I used to day dream a lot during my rosy days of good looks which helped me a lot in enhancing my imagination .Now the life was perfect till here.I mean given the intelligence possessed I could have easily made it to IIT and then Harvard.But then came the big turning point of my life- ORTHODONTICS and my lifer took a complete U or W or Z or whatever symbol posses the most complex shape. I still clearly remember staring my face in the mirror whole day when I noticed my slightly protruding teeth in the mirror and my ever imaginative prompted me with dire consequences of change in the profile of my teeth on my face . Back at that time in 2005-2006 I did not have computer at my house so I used to pour all my pocket money while going to cyber cafe and searching regarding orthodontics for hours. I even used to search for plastic surgery and jaw surgery . And to my amazement all those information available on internet indicated that Orthodontics can do miracles and can improve the face drastically . I was ecstatic regarding the  information . Meanwhile I happend to go to delhi at sir ganga ram hospital which happens to be one of the best hospital in India with my father regarding some medical purpose. There I inquired about my orthodontic treatment where after examination the docs said that my problem is very mild and can easilt be corrected with four teeth extractions given their qualification and the hospital status I thought The doc's suggestion must have had some rationale behind it and may be extarction would  contribute to the betterment of my face and thsi was the worst idea which came to my mind in my enitre 18 years (however would elaborate to it later)

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so...just 3 days for coveted  CAT...lets see what happens.... I am more focussing on xat, iift n jmet....coz my prep is not upto the marl...lets cut this blog to here only...m goin to study.................lets c what happens.............